oh gosh the last week has been annoying...

i must say i don;t feel too bad
not as bad as i have been
but some people really do annoy the shit out of me

take me 'boyfriend', jake, for example, i say 'boyfriend' cos i think he's not really anymore. Friday evening he was suppose to come round mine and then never turned up. His phones been switched of since and he hasn't made any effort to contact me. ok... so he could be in a coma or some but i very much dought it haha. I'm not distrought because we hasn't been together long. but it's a shame really becasue things seemed to be going so well... and he's suddenly turned into a wanker like the rest of them :**:

and then there is my best mates 'boyfriend' who only just broke up with her. does he not realise lara is one of the best things in his life and he's chucked it away. I spent the last two nights with lara comforting her. it's good to see her... but it grates on you to see a mate so depressed:no:

my ex, josh, is continuing with his 'my life is so shit' routine on msn which is pissing me off. get over it you have a great girlfreind who is totally in love with you and gives you great sex, you've left school like you wanted to and you're making some money... stop the complaining! he really does annoy me sometimes haha

AND to top it off... i was suppose to be rehearsing for the edinburgh festival all of this week, but the shows been canceled!:## how annoying! however maybe now it gives the oppertunity fot the crew to go away again this summer. make it a proper tradition :D

anyways i'm off to live some more of my life i'll update you when i ever get the chance:wave:

xxxxx