ye ok so i kinda haven't been on this for a while, but a lot of stuff has happend so hold tight.
ok... so new years eve, typical get drunk at random persons house who I didn't really know, danced around like a fool, got offered a threesom with two gay guys (oh how i laughed). me and lara ended up having to stay at my best freind's (cat's) boyfriend's (James') house cos i couldn't get home which was rather awquared becasue of his drunken state. After a couple of strangley rolled splifs i fell asleep on his bedroom floor, waking up to the usuall dry mouth and terrible headache you get from having a stupidly silly night out.
New years day was spent with my boyfreind Josh. We had a nice lazy day at home, discussing funny events from the night before.
friday 25... Josh's rock night. I wanted every1 to come and see my amazingly hot boyfriend play his amazingly hot guitar in his amazingly hot band... unfortunatly after the show josh was a complete dick to me, not knowing if he even realised i got very upset... and that was the night i decided to break up with him, and i think he might have got the message after cat slapped him in the face after he pissed her off becasue of being an prick haha. So ye the rest of the night was pretty shit becasue i was so upset. Eveyone was really nice though and helped cheer me up.
saturday... getting through work was hard, I kept having to hold back the tears. In the evening lara came round, and she desided she would take me for a walk. It actually really helped, it was bloody freezing but the air was a nice contrast to the stuffiness of my bedroom, which could only make someone even more upset. We sat on the swings in the park and sung songs and ate chocolate.
sunday... had a big argument with josh on msn, I've never been so meen to anyone in my life! Then again he deserved it for the things he was saying to me.
"Grow up Josh, everyone hates you" I said
"Stop talking to me then, all the girls loved me who i fucked without you knowing" he said
he later claimed he'd never cheated on me, he was just really mad at me. I think I believe him now.
It is now valentines day and i'm writing this blog. Me and josh haven't really talked since that day, but i can say now that i know i'm pretty much over him, but it's a shame that our relationship had to end like that, I wish we'd been able to talk it out, in person, rather than msn , that's my one regret about being with Josh.
I got a guy's number at work yesterday, his name is chris, but everyone calls him monkey (you don't want to know why haha). and he is like HOT. hopefully i'll get to meet up with him sometime soon
awww men... don't you just love them! haha!
